Thursday, December 31, 2009 '

YO!
went out with baby!
ahhh~ damn nice
went seoul garden.
haha the people there was especially nice today^^
i dunno why.
hahaha this guy damn funny wanna take my plate away cauz the table was full then i pluck the thing damn slow then he gave up haha. i was plucking my fastest ok><>< wth. okayy big dude also like very nice. haha help us change new hot plate~ yay!~ okayyy then ate my beard papa~ damn nice~ wheeeee! went to shop for baby's new sch bag HAHA damn funny. can't decide. i was going crazy. in the end bought A NICE BAG. IT'S NICE. no second thoughts. jux use it:D HAHA went bubble tea-ing yay. after wards walk walk walk until lag pain x.x keep going to diva~ wanted to buy my ROCK ring:( in the end never i wanna cry:( then baby never buy the bff thing so was quite sad too..after that, went to iluma balcony~ damn nice~ and we saw a couple~ *winkwink* HAHAHA our friend la. woots~ then went home after talking~ ahaha oh oh!~ took neo before we went to iluma! damn nice *thumbs up* damn long never take le. was damn happy~ the neos were PREETAYEEEE~ kk went home. ahhhh~ the bus was filled x.x damn irritated. arghh-.- okayys that's all~ haha shall like post more later on~ pics WON'T be up^^ lazy put~ lol.

why am i wasting my time talking to you~
lalalalala~

S.M

Wednesday, December 30, 2009 '

supp~
haha okayy can't wait for tmr~
countdown.
i should be going out with my baby~
and and whoa when i went out to buy clothes with my parents
i left my baby at the fitting room
WARGHHHHH! scared the hell out of me okayy! ZOMG!
freak i was damn stoned. when i woman returned it to me i was damn happy:D
bugis like so crowded and i met a nice lady who returned it to me~
wheeee thank you^^
i will never lose my baby again! i swear! ahhhh!
was damn scared la.
i was like begging who ever took it please have the heart to return><

okayyys for today stayed home to do work^^
i finished POA nicely
haha was rough work before that.
so i copied it in nicely^^ haha happy now POA is coming to make sense~
then did english 100 expressions~ haha quite fast o.O
i thought of 100 then i was like DANGGGGG~ then when i was doing it was quite fast so yay me:) can't wait for tmr~ haha see ya 2009:) hello 2010
ahhhh die. 'N's comin up. i can do it:)
planned study dates with my baby le.
must follow! :)
yipeeeee~

once a liar,
always a liar.
and i thought you COULD be forgiven.
~~please~~ prove me wrong.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009 '

oh actually i sorta feel much better now thanks to somebody^^ so ignore the last posts^^ i'm good:D

oh, and to you.
if you don't understand me,
don't judge me.

personnal blogging time.
well i'll be bloggin on my personnal blog for quite some time so yupps.
you can dun visit. won't be blogging here anytime soon.

Monday, December 28, 2009 '

for something i have took so long to find u just took it away. claiming u saw it first and making me the 'copycat.' this hasn't happened once. twice. it happened twice. why am i feeling it the second time-.- like seriously. then u claim i copy you. wth la. i feel like backing away. since it has become like this. i should back out and let u have your way again right-.- and i actually thought you have grown up. seems like i'm wrong. freak.

don't talk to me.

Saturday, December 26, 2009 '

okayy christmas day was raining. sadded. so went to the club to swim~ wheee:) 22 laps cauz no time D; was about to rain again. so had to hurry. okayy then ate there haha nice~ saw aunty again wheee miss the old days where we used to talk to her n buy so much ice cream from her haha. she'll always give an extra serving:D wheee~

for tday went to sentosa with fab 4:D sha couldn't make it ;( okayy then jo got very excited:D we rode bikes haha then went to eat. the prawns were smelly x.x yucks. okayy then went ot the beach. bought slippers for $3! each had one:DDD crossed the bridge and met IRRITATING BOYS.like seriously HOW IRRITATING CAN THEY GET?! throwing sand balls?! please la get a life! your parents never teach u one uhh-.- go back to ur own country la! immature freaks! made us run in water made our shirt and pants dirty! made so yeon's cam drop into water. then ur parents said stop n bring you away. on the bridge you still say: "now you're dirty fellows."*laughs and walks away.* YOU IRRITATING FREAK! i could throw u into the water feed you to the jelly fish ah! no wait. u too smelly they also dun wanna eat you! CHA JENG NA! spoil my mood-.- walked to bus interchange. went to vivo. played water~ haha so fun^^ see all the kids they were like so jealous. we were crazayeeee haha^^ but fun. all troubles were gone~ i just concentrated on playing^^ i was glad i had a great time~ i need to smile like that again:D when would be the next time?^^ lalala~~

-sMally Mollieeee~

Friday, December 25, 2009 '

i post tmr. too tired today. nitex everybody. merry christmas^^ hope you ppl had a great christmas.i noe so many who didn't. well look on the bright side at least i got presents~

christmas morning now~ haha
where's the snow:/
okayys anywayys
24thDec was goodie~~
in the morning though it was raining we went to NTUC to get our needs for the sorta cupcake like chocolate~ wheee~ then we were hungry.so bought like mee goreng. then we cooked it. haha had 3 tries with melting the chocolate.the first one totally failed until cannot fail already. then 2nd and 3rd was niceee^^ okayy. supposed to go ps in the end went out to tiong.cauz no time catch the movie. haha was trying to book like crazy. at vivo, at tiong, great world and all ahahahaha retarded. movie queue was long o.O yupps missed a bit of alvin and the chipmunks but i told myself i'll catch it again<33 haha cauz damn nice~ okayy was really glad i had thedore from joanne thank you! u always give me nice prezzies:D anywayys after the show, went to the mala huo guo restaurent gen owned:D haha the food was :O haha must bring everyone go there~ the oysters were friggin big, the salmon was damn nice. the meat was awesomeeee~ the soup and all:) then talk to gen while her bro's were irritating. and yupps went out of the shop:) walk walk:D danced~ haha forgot the body wave xD hurhur~~~ yupps then sang and popped champagne then had cake:D nice nice cake:Dreally good:D thanks~ okayy next went to orchard with family. or wanted to drive there but the traffice was whoo!~ so decided not to. went home. go more presents from family<33 haha today was fun~<33 but tiring:D i jux hope gen enjoyed yourself yeahh?^^ love ya! 1 year older ahh take care junior:D can't wait for tmr:D going sentosaaaaaa~~~

LOVEEEE
mollieeeeee

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 '

u don't know what i want. claim you're my _______?
pffft. sucker. u ruin my mood only.

2 stupid people has no sene of saying sorry to each other when they have done something wrong-.- like seriously because of u 2 ******* i can't watch my show. go away. like seriously. get out.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 '

grandma's cooking owns:D
yay! can't wait for christmas eve:)
baking! ahh fun fun~ with _______.
shan't name this person out~
later stuff happens. lol
our secret:)
yay!~
i suddenly need koi~
i wanna watch alvin and chipmunks and the chipettes<3
hurhur.
MARCIA'S BACK TMR!~
LOVEEEEEEEE ahhhh!
tmr's going to be fun i guess:)
sat ;/
i dun want it to come ever.
you are evil.
real evil.
don't you think i would feel hurt?
now for you..
sucker.
and i thought you changed.
looks like it was just a nice dream.
reality is in front but do i dare take that step forward?
is it you who is holding me back?

okayy i still have the rcyc spirit all over me~
sorta went to sch after tuition.
i was shocked.
received so many things from genevieve.
especially you~ you're present really made me speechless.
and i usually dun get speechless~
thanks a lot. you're a great junior~
i hope i can do something nice for you in return.
the teddy bear was cute~ it would be sleeping next to me and mumu
and molliee and the rest^^
wanting gave me a card. haha inside was eng mix chi -.-
ZOMG i could read it!<3 hurhur. damn nice.
thanks wanting~ for being so truthful.
shafiqahh have me a dog tag with the name molly on the top.
though it was supposed to be spelt as mollie but i dun mind~
cauz it was really cool i mean like wow~ thanks my Bby. and your letter was nice too!
we have changed haven't we?^^
joanne gave me cookies~ haha she can really be a good house wife next time~
hint hint~ what name did we name her today uhh^^ HAHA go for it! i support you
jio-ing joanne!~ xDDD
okayy so yeon gave me candy canes and chocolates with a card:)
my sis hates me because i got sooo many sweets and she has none! HAH
evil me, i gave her 1 tic tac~ aren't i nice:D whee~ sorry gen. she jux looked as if she wanted to take it:) so i gave it to her~ hope u dun mind~

love<3
s.m.

am i suppose to hate you?
am i suppose to help you?
am i suppose to be there for you?
am i suppose to forgive you and treat it as if nothing has happened?
i tell you the truth.
it was dissappointing to see that you failed to be a ______ and i thought you were one.
i forgive you the first time and the second and the third. am i suppose to advise you or stand aside and watch you continue your wrong doings?
it wasn't easy to be there for you.
now i feel like giving you up.
you know that?
cauz i'm really tired of all your nonsense.
i'm really dissappointed and upset.
you dun even noe what i like.
what i usually do.
and you claim the title of being my ______?
puhh-lease. snap out of it.

didn't go sch.x.x
damn it.
got tuition~
whee i guess POA is easier to understand now:)
did i become really chaoda o.O
my tuition teacher thought i changed specs o.O
haha kayyz anywayys
my angel and mortal sorry never give u ur presents today:(
haha same person man~
going dinner later at ah ma's place
love her cooking~

later shall blog more(:

Monday, December 21, 2009 '

okayys today had fdc training~
lol damnit. had blister and sorethroat and numb legs.
lol so i did a lil. didn't wanna burst the blister damn painful. so my drills were funny 0.o
okayy had lunch~ bought some stuff for my friends to get ready for christmas:)
did some stuff today~ enjoyed myself with the comm.
now i have to get ready for tmr^^ whee~ go mell~
still in the RCYC spirit<33

-mel

you were the one who talked about it.
but it was all a lie.
it never happened.
it would never happen.
mell~ please wake up from this.

Sunday, December 20, 2009 '

AL!
ALPHA!
ALPHA,BRAVO,CHARLIE AND DELTA!
OHHH~NO MORE BRAVO,CHARLIE,DELTA!
SITTING ON THE CAMPSITE WE ARE THE CHAMPION!
HUGASHAGA HUGASHAGA ALPHA ALPHA!
HUGASHAGA HUGASHAGA CHAMPION CHAMPION!
HUGASHAGA HUGASHAGA ALPHA CHAMPION!
HUGASHAGA HUGASHAGA CHAMPION ALPHA!
GOOOOOOOOOO~ ALPHAAAAAA!

okayys:)
i start missing my chilli and orange tree and mayo and duck too:(
day 1;
went to camp then i was like stoning?
a bit quiet la during day one..
cauz a bit urm yupps.
since those ppl wanted to take charge so i shall jux follow lo.
-.- but they were irritating.
so yeahh. walk LIKE SIAO.
and i thought i was going to die x.x
DANGGGG. got in 3rd and beat BRAVO by a lil:)
yay us:D so we were lucky:) slept in MPH.
not in tents:D
wheeee~ whoa hard floor. so i talked a bit on the phone.
heard music:) lalala~

day 2
rained~ no PT
wheeee~ muhahaha
then then day 2 was UBIN~
ARGHHH! i thought is was going to be fun OMG
LIKE TOTALLY! not ah. ki siao.
30 over km. ran and jogged and ran and wanted to die.
i have no stamina mannn~ x.x
then practiced cheers and all.
i still haven't open up cauz it was like the others leading
again. so dang-.-
slept better:)

day3
PT ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.
haha really woke me up:)
it was fun:D wheee~
breakfast was nice? haha
wheee~ lol okayys got ready.
raced and ran to ECP.
wahh cannot tahan.
haha completed 3 stations
so on the losing side but i didn't mind because we had LOADS of fun:)
CAMPFIRE!!~ FUN. i missed those times the sauce gang high-ed together:)
losed our voice together, danced together:) did everything together<33
best camp fire i've ever had<33 haha all camp fires are nice la seriously:)

day 4
last day:(
crapp man.. was quite sad la.
but still we carried on our race:D
though we came in last to the campsite we were still proud of ourselves:D
then we cheered like crazy.
prize presentation next:O
seriously was quite scared cauz i didn't lead much until day 3 n 4.
so yupps when i heard my name was kinda shocked la. hah
robin table started to shout yapyap. lol
sauce gang shout tomato and orange tree~
i heard a 'we love you' from them.
was like damn happy i met these friends:)
they were really nice:D
1 1/2 hours left. gouwei finally did his pole dance forfeit on robin lim lim. haha
damn funny:) had group laughs and all:) i miss alpha:(
started to bring our voices as low as we can:)
since the 3 others were bombo-ing alpha special:)
we macho-ing:DDDD

i want to thank these people because...
without chilli i guess i would stop running and i guess i would give up.
without mayo and orange tree/alvin chipmunk and zhengwei and duck and madeline and yik ming i wouldn't laugh and enjoy myself as much:)
without instructors like celeste ma'am and hongzhou sir i think i wouldn't have so much confidence in myself:)
and for the rest yeapps thanks a lot:)
we must must must keep in touch and have an outing yeahhs:)
wheee~~

let me show you orange tree~
what's that you say?
let me show you orange tree~
what's that you say!
tree tree tree tree tree tree
tree tree tree tree!~

because of camp,
i became myself.
i enjoyed myself.
no more acting.
i like being myself.
you're forgotten.
take that~

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 '

lazy to type out the whole lyrics so i'm going to jux say the song.
try:)

301:)

i can't wait for 333 haha sounds niceee:)
okayys everything is on my bed.
not packed wheee.
anywayys i noe i can't sleep so i'll do everything slowly:D
past few days slept at 4 and 5 plus. next day still got training
but i didn't feel tired. not sure why though.
the night alone with everybody sleeping was.. lonley?
i thought there would be someone to talk to..
but i realise i didn't dare to disturb you.
although i know you're like the only one who sleeps late..

*deleted.

i have the sudden urge to sing HSM songs:)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009 '

seriously.
if i could write everything down here
you woud just cry ok -.-
freak u la.

Monday, December 14, 2009 '

wheeee i feel so good to be back in action again after sooooo long:)
ahhhh. i can't do so much liao. friggin !#$%^&*(*&^%$. dammit.
but anywayys it does feel good:)

yes yes yes,
<33
i still love it(:

some how i can't wait for RCYC(:

KAYY I'M REALLY PISSED OFF WITH U,
U FRIGGIN SUCK UP-.-

Sunday, December 13, 2009 '

298.

ahh.
tired,
today so many things happened:)
haha got lost.
retarded people got lost with us,
when i took the bus with laurel
the bus driver stopped at ECP.
to let ot extra water behind the tree.
LOL
damn tired. dun bother to blog .
love ya!

LOVEEE
mel:)

u have to?
;(

Thursday, December 10, 2009 '

:D

it's nice to noe u come around:)

295

:)
i can't wait:)
can u please be my santa!
haha i dun bother changing my wishlist anymore
lol
shall blog tmr:)

<3,
mel

i'm going to say this everyday so listen up:)
iloveyou

AHHHHHHHHHH xDDDDD

Wednesday, December 09, 2009 '

well i guess the people who got involved would be bloggin now. unless u deleted your blog lol. i promised to type it here because i really couldn't say it to u people. people who don't know what's going on, please dun ask and please dun read cauz i have a feeling it's going to be pretty long because i don't know why but yeah.

i'm sorry i'm like that. i don't know why. i will try to change. but no promises. i don't dare to promise because i'm scared i break it. i don't want to make empty promises. ok that's one. i'm sorry i act this way. i guess it's time to grow. everyone passes this stage but the most heart breaking thing to me was that it had to be with you people. i'ld rather go through this battle with some other people to learn. but i had to go through it with you. i'm sorry i made things very difficult most of the time. because of me you guys couldn't get along well. because of me you guys had doubts. because of me, we did not act as one when we were supposed to be like one. i hate myself for having such a sucky attitude towards you in the past. i may have my problems with you but i didn't think the other way around. i was glad we talked because it really showed me what you thought of me. i'm really sorry if i couldn't change for the better but i will try and i'm willing to try. i hope that u people can guide me along this path in life. not anyone can guide me so i hope you can. thinking into the future when we have our own paths to go to, i really can't bear to see it. thinking that you would be leaving soon makes me even sadder(if there's such a word that is o.O) arghhhh. i'm sorry i didn't understand you ppl well. i'm not fit to be your friend. worst of in a clique u put so much trust in. sorry i didn't understand you.. forgive me.. i'm sorry arghhh! i'm sorry i'm really sorry;(

uhhh ok. now for urm whatever i'm going to type. i was a bit dissappointed at myself today.. i didn't manage to get things done well. i didn't manage to do things right. yes, you may see this and i hope that this doesn't demoralise u.. well it isn't typed for u. blogs are for typing how u feel. and this is how i feel. i hope i really can have a better time doing this because it isn't for me but for everyone. if a team of 6 can't work together then i doubt we would even get the things right. i hope that you people have the right attitude towards this because it's not something small. but it's something i like to do. aiya..i got no comments le. i can't force u ppl neither can i make u do it. please choose ur choice and tell me. no matter what it is i'll face it. if u want to go then leave. i would not force you..

next.
please don't go:(
i don't want.
i'm going to be selfish.
i'm sorry i'm selfish.
don't go. we'll pull u back.
no going there.
i know the other side needs you.
but..
i can't see you leave for good.
i can't. it's too heart breaking.

great,
mel u're so great.
only noe how to make people angry.
suck sia.

now,
so many things happened.
i guess i learn to let go.
i learn to hold on.
it's time to grow up.
mellissa yap shiow mein.
time for u to be independent.

i can do it can i?

-mel..

Tuesday, December 08, 2009 '

won't blog much cuaz i'm sleeping soon.
:) i guess i can sleep well tonight:)

-mel<3

i wished you listened.
i wished you woke up.

291.

i'm not missing you~

xoxo;
mel

am i not?

Monday, December 07, 2009 '

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

^^
2 weeks.
14 days.
start the countdown
for PARTAYEEEE~

okayyy:)
i'm damn happy today i dun noe whyyy:D
so many nice things happened?^^
today had nice nice seaweeds HAHA
reminded me of my primary school days^^
then we went for lunch:) and played:)
reminded me of the fun days we had:)
then i drank my favourite drink:)
and now i know marcia would be coming
back to singapore AHHHHHHH waited for
2 years? zomg!
then i'm watching like nice dramas:)
and i can't wait for _______ to start:)
and i can't wait to move and shake again:D
today isn't monday blues anymore:)
it's monday loveeeee:)

LOVEEEEEEEE
mel<3

Friday, December 04, 2009 '

okayyyy:)
i'm pissed x.x
arghh!~
someone give me new brain cauz mine has malfunction.

today was ok?
had training, back pain hand pain.
eek. old liao~ so yupps.
lunch was awesome.
we totally owned the place
i shan't say where we eat
heh. went to here and there
and ya.

came home teacher dun wanna tuition me
cauz i had no new sec 4 book. so he can't teach anything
cauz he finished the whole sec 3 book le.
HAHA no tuition! i slacked while my sis was tuitioning:)
i watched you're beautiful<3 ahhhh~
i shall soon watch the dalang thingy
wanting is so excited about. let's see if i like:]
if i dun wanting, TOO BAD. i still think the dance is retarded.

LOVEEEE
-s.m.

i would never leave.
you said the same.
but in the end.
who did?
you.

i changed the skin 3 times. HAH this one is the third:)
i guess it shall still stay as this LOL blog later:)

Thursday, December 03, 2009 '

love like this♥

get it?

LOVEEEEEEE
-sMally Mollie:)

haha why are ppl getting pissed off at night? haha so cute(:
i know 5 ppl hu r pissed off. lol

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 '

i realise i'm going out with cheeyang a lot heex^^
tmr going out again:) really must do work ahh
cannot play ahh :) promise:DDDD

ahhhhh:)today so damn shiok ahh:)
haha so long never do footdrill keep teaching suddenly need to do whoa shiok.
okayyy:) there's SO much to prepare! so excited. finally there's a place i can do something i love:)
LLOVE LIKE THIS! Ahhhhhhhhhh! ^^
damn nice luhh
i swear i'll learn it:)

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 '

seriously i mean if i dun like it then quit la. u dun have to force urself and act all stuck up in front of us alright. in the first place if u really did the correct thing we would have nothing to scold u about. so u better think through if u're right or wrong. epic fail. -.- damn loser sia u.