Thursday, April 30, 2009 '
yes things are not picking up. you like to see me in pain well it's all hidden.you are not blind you are damn blind HAHA yes i make no sense in talking cauz it's bits and peices you left for me to say.well let's not talk bout it shall we? makes my blog dirty.^^
haha anywayys exams coming soon. sounds like a movie xD haha well wel study mel. yes i can do it. don't care about people beside you.
99 people around are your obstacles to get to your 1 true friend. yes 1 true friend is the smallest yet the greatest. i'ld rather have 1 true friend than 99 back stabbers. i mean it. yes and gues what? that 1 friend was always beside me. i found you(: andi'm glad i did(:
LOVEE
mel(:
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 '
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Monday, April 27, 2009 '
yes heyys(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN AND WANTING(: haha
yes nothing to say really cauz i'm not blogging here anymore found a greater place to blog^^ but i will occasionally come here^^ LOVEE
``PIG-sterr<33
Thursday, April 23, 2009 '
haha marcia told me to blog bout happy things(: haha
anywayys love this pics but shit wearing uniform D:
well sch was fine(: so lil dayys more to exam. got a great stupid flu to add on with it RAWRR. ^^ got new hp love my mummy and daddy(: but not going to use it for now:D lols i'm MAD am i? HAH well that's me. starting to love korean band quite a lot now^^ rain is one of them:DD whoo!! he rocks(: both me and marcia LOVEE LOVEE him(: rite? and we both LOVEE LOVEE photography the only thing is australia has so much more nice scenery and all so RAWRR! haha well it's okayy(: LOVEE!
jingwen rocks la my aunty. then there's ame(: my *toot!* lols QianNi my partnerrr,Athena the primary sch:D yongwei my buddy(: and my table buddy JOJO(: the bian gang LOVEE! haha but FAB 5 is still there with beautiful memories(: haha marcia! my jiejie(: LOVEE:DD yay waiting for her to come back(: must hurry hurry!! lols i jux realised i got loads of nicknames 0.0 haha being random(:
1.``PIG-sterr<33
2.DA BIAN!
3.Molly
4.mel mel
5.mel yap
6.lam tio jui ( i have no idea wat this is) (fromWSE^^)
that's all for now(: can't remember the rest XD anywayys i have 2 april babies to wish!!
1.JIAMIN!! 2.FAM WAN'ER!! one my love(: one my mummy(: HAHA well wat do u know? same day:D only one year away from each other:DD haha happy birthday babes 8)
``PIG-sterr<33
ly..
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not blogging lately and mugging for exams for now.urghh x.x dying
anywayys may not blog for a days or maybe even weeks(: blogging
is my thing but not here for now. ily to the special you...^^
``PIG-ster<33
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 '
you changed,
not me.
you started it,
not me.
stop copying me.
sriously dude-.-
Monday, April 20, 2009 '
chicken is there something wrong with me or wat?
-.-
my previous post was mean,
i was mean to you,
well i guess that was all on porpose.
maybe if you hadn't done it i won't too
but the fact is that u actually did.
so i was mean. but i'm not saying
sorry as i don't think it's my fault.
that's all for now.
love yourself onlyand not others as youmay get loved back but most of the times you get hatred and it isn't a goodfeeling.trust me. it isn'txoxo,
mel^^
Saturday, April 18, 2009 '
this blog was onced filled with happy stuff but when u came into my life this was like i place i vent my anger. FRIENDS. powerful word. well it sucks yeah? never believe in friendsforever or wateva shit because when they betray u it hurt. point to take note mellissa never trust anyone. seriously. oh well. i asked lianne not to say bad words but i jux did. freak i can't help it wat. when i talked u scolded me when i didn't u also scolded me.so much for being a good friend. u really think u could control me? excuse me think again alright. i hate being controlled the more u do the more i rebel ever heard of that?can't stand me, leave me. cauz anywayys i dun feel A THING for you anymore. i woke up this morning looking at the pics i took with you. so disgusted. and to even think about it i wanted to put the pics as my wallpaper. then again, your pic and mine was my phone's wallpaper but after wat happened that day, i was so disappointed in u that i had to change it. Next, i had this little phobia that i guess u wouldn't take notew even if i WAS close to you. i refused to do it then i got 1 bunch of scolding frm u.wtf alright.so much for being my friend. not even knowing that ur friend was scared. you forced her into it.your a lousy person u know that? what changed u or knockd u in the head? yes i don't want to be in anymore. you were the one who told me not to give up. you were the one who gave me the encouragement.you were the one who told me u would be there. then what? acted like a big boss. you suck. yes and i'm talking about you.
Thursday, April 16, 2009 '
should i get that or that?
if i get that u'll nnot be happy
if i get that i'll not be happy.
i said i wanted it first && u've
got it.now i say i'm going to get
you don't feel happy for me at all.
so that friends-.-
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lols I HEART CHICKENS AND PIGGYS!wat a way to start my post whoo!feeling happy(:something came over methe first to get down to the canteenbut today was tired so i slept in classwhit the 2 jackets i brought^^(comfy)not bad although the environment was rawwr-ness =xyupps(: felt hyper after but HUNGRY. shit dude.waited for physics to end. was like torture to my poor stomachyeaahs then went to eat WHOOHOO! went with ame to HEEH HEEH HEEH!yupps came home jumped aboutbang head on the wallstarted singing and crapping( for fun)i feel high(: but i'm boredlols that's all for now :DDgreati'malreadymissingyou..howyourfaultlagocamphahabutgoodforyoutakecare(:``PIG-ster(:
Friday, April 10, 2009 '
my buddy was right. let it go && i'll feel better in fact now i do(: thx to u babe^^
Monday, April 06, 2009 '
i feel so nie now(: haha no idea why lor. lols
anywayys yupps not blogging for long cauz
1.not allowed to use com
2.dun feel like(:
note to all humans:
i private my blog cauz i had some stuff to take out luhh
relax yo.not blogging bout u
even if i wan to i'll do it openly yo 8)
``PIG-sterr<33
Thursday, April 02, 2009 '
supps(:
lols not feeling very nice rite now..
you gave me the confidence then
now u took it away again. lols
what the use dude :/
anywayys,
1 MORE DAY TILL PHONE BACK!!
yay can sms u le^^
lols yeahhs(:
``PIG-sterr<33
my sunshine
