Tuesday, December 30, 2008 '

never poat a very very very long time as some ppl noe(: lols kayy there's like not really anything to write cauz i'm pretty tired these few dayys.. lols yeahhs(: sryy for not blogging and btw thx for the christmas presents! you know hu u are && ily(:

'LOVEE
mel(:

Sunday, December 21, 2008 '

okayyy(: went to watch yes man instead:D haha funny movie:D but not suitable for children i serious loads of bad words and some kissing part eeyyeer. kayy woots. saw alson? 0.0 working at ya.. okayy 5 of us planning to go out tmr? crappos. i wan ang baos now. lols && yeahhs crap parent back gtg.

'LOVEE
mel<33

Saturday, December 20, 2008 '

ello wello^^

haha my family has this idea of watching blot laterrr..haha maybe at vivo^^ woots. yeah i long to watch twilight! >.<>

'LOVEE
-mel<33

yay-nesses(: i love dancing even more^^
if good things must wait, then i shall wait(:

Friday, December 19, 2008 '

heyy okayy really tired now so not really gonna blogg bout camp^^ yeahh maybe when i have the time and energy to do so or something(:

'LOVEE
-mel<33

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 '

i guess i won't be bloggingon thurs and maybe fri cauz i have camp^^ i'll kinda miss my games^^ hehe yeahhs awww... i wanna bring my whole house there XP whee~ i noe it's impossible.. blehh!~ okayy i guess if in the future i dun blog much i would be playing games(: yeahh~

'LOVEE
-mel<33

&&ily^^

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 '

2nd post(:

lols i dunno y i keep turning to this blog(: well nice place to let go and tell somebody:D although it won't really answer u or anything like that but jux to let it of ur shoulders:D yeahh!~ lols really bored now? haha okayy i shall go train this very new account of mine in a place where this very good friend of mine got me addicted to:D lols

'LOVEE
-mel<33

that knot is untied i feel free(:

i guess i'm fine now((: you were right.. i had to try talk to them && think positive:D sorry how i treated u guyys at that point in time as i was really lost and blur i guess.. yeahh(: well i guess things are back to normal.. is it?

'LOVEE
-mel<33

thanks amethyst <33

Monday, December 15, 2008 '

everything is kept in me....
what for saying it out?
it won't help much..
i guess i'll not be there anymore.
in ur heart..
why the emo-ness?
-beats me.
lets just sayy it over..
is it?
looking at u guyys..
perfect.
what am i there?
nothing?
maybe.
if u ask me why i don't join?
-because i don't feel nice there..
anymore..
hmmm time to let go...

'LOVEE
-mel<33

Saturday, December 13, 2008 '

heyys:} haha yesterday and the day before was probebly the best lunch-es i've ever had((: woots when to eat pizza hut and macs lols with laurel, velerie,carmen ma'am, juliet m'am and michele ma'am plus xinfeng ma'am^^ lols acting retarded as alwayys like tok panjang etc(: xin feng ma'am made something cute for my elmo:D haha thx ma'am woots went home wit val as usual:D haha junior(: hmm packed my stuff todayy and all so tired.. hehe lazyy.went to take test at british council new tuition.. i guess i'll be going there for tuition soon..lols so many things happened but i dun feel like saying be it good or bad..

my wish is to make a private blog rite now..be it putting bad or good stuff init. i guess it's the only place i can let out my feelings...

'LOVEE
-mel<33

Thursday, December 11, 2008 '

3rd post of the day..

lols dunno why i'm like blogging so many times...lols lost? zzz.. haiz..well i guess i made my decision.(: sry if i really let you ppl down. i feel so bad..is like yeah..then if yeah..dun feel like saying stuff that jux happened...i'm so sorry ppl...

omg y must i like be in the middle..not saying i'm good or anything but yeahh. it's like so diff.. like wanna break down cannot break..wanna sleep cannotsleep..haiz..well i got like ma'ams and juniors supporting me all the wayy so yeah ily ppl:) tyty so much.. yeahhs^^

seriously like cannot smile and be sad cannot sleep cannot do anything..urghh.. -.- sian.. forget it ba.. i'm like a human not a robot.. lols i'm like toking no link now sian? crappers. bb peeps..

i only can tell u cauz u understand me and thanks for supporting all the wayy..though u are someone i'm not really close to but still u did great^^ yeapps..thx friend(:

'LOVEE
-mel<3

2nd post of the day^^
i suddenly thought of this song that the year 1s will do..

I know it's hard sometimes
And things seem larger than they are
But if you need to tell someone
That's what I'm here for
Cry on my shoulder
I'll help you rise above
Cry on my shoulder, my love
Out in the world outside
It can be harsh and cold
But if you need someone
I will be here to hold you
Cry on my shoulder
I'll help you dry your eyes
Cry on my shoulder, my love
I know it's hard sometimes
And things seem larger than they are
But if you need to let it go
Then you can call on me
Cry on my shoulder
I'll help you dry your eyes
Cry on my shoulder, my love
Cry on my shoulder
I'll help you rise above
Cry on my shoulder, my love My love...

^^

'LOVEE
-mel<3

okayyyyyy. had FDC training today still fun(: endure to succeed:D haha 还我鸡汤!! lols my fav sentence currently:D woots. went to macs to eat with Xin Feng Ma'am, Juliet Ma'am, Carmen Ma'am, luarel and valerie jux now^^ lols laugh like crazy bout loads of stuff^^ i think everybody there think we're like siao and carmen ma'am was super uber funny sia!><><>

it's so difficult to choose which i want...
1 is something i do since young
and the other,
i still have a feel for it...
i'm going to have to let 1 of u guyys down
&& i'm going to say sorry to who ever that is..
be it you or u...

'LOVEE
mel(:

Tuesday, December 09, 2008 '

heyy(: yeahhs went to naf's house in the early afternoon for Hari Raya Haji haha toking to ppl online now so dun feel like blogging anymore tata><

'LOVEE
mel

next time:D

Monday, December 08, 2008 '

whoots suppose to blog bout today haha but dun feel like it^^ pics and blogg will be updated asap(:

'LOVEE
mel(:

Friday, December 05, 2008 '

woots(: FDC training is becoming funner(: haha not such word but anywayys yupps.^^ being timer is like a whole new experience i guess HAHA. woots fun fun can shout(: && got nafeela, shafiqah and xinfeng ma'am(: should be^^ yupps our squad WILL BE THE BOMB.lols something wrong with this crappy thing x.x dun wanna sayy luhh^^ it shall jux be kept within me(: && you:D

'LOVEE
mel<33

remembering the times we had^^
you guyys rock yeapps,
sometimes we may quarrel a bit
but i think it's normal is it?
yeahh^^ guess so....
&& now about you..
thanks for the late night chat
we had long long time ago.
those were unforgetable(:
&& i still want that picture back>.<

Thursday, December 04, 2008 '

yeapps(: Thx shafifi(: ate cup noodles with her(: haha rocks yeapps miss those time(: & ily for that 8) yeapps doing red cross stuff now i guess i'll add on some stuff later :] rockster(:

'LOVEE
mel(:

Tuesday, December 02, 2008 '

woots went to buy clothes today(: wahaha well i like it luhh^^ yeapp lunch was super funny(: some pics to show later(: & now i noe so yeon is super uber healthy x.x wahaha not saying u're never healthy but yeah^^ hmmm...couldn't really find anything at orchard so cab to bugis(: and foungd a nice top(: woot i like it(: whee~ teehee yeapps i didn't have time to buy candy or bubble tea:( sadsad hehe(:

haha so yeon^^ smilex(: yeapps rest a bit unglam so yeahh dunput up(: whee(: hmmm...yeahh some pics with so yeon(: maybe some other time then put up yeapps(: woot okayyyyy tmr have fdc training jiayoux!:} smilex people(:

from somebody: endure to succeed(: rock on ppl ily(:

'LOVEE mel<33